Sick.Tired.

Long time didn't come up.It'll be better if I can watch a very touching movie and cry my heart out,then smile again after it.Life is always be so cruel to me.I dont understand why,maybe its really my problem and yet,I made this happened over and over again.I could hardly smile even though I told myself to cheer up everytimes.I really don't understand,everything just went wrong and wrong and wrong and now IM CONFUSED.But anyhow Im too tired for it.Friends always remind me:Cry if you're sad.But make sure you smile after that. Tears just kept falling down and I dont know the way to control.Everytimes I fell so hard and I have to stand up myself.Hey comes to the reality , we gotta solve every problem ourselves.No one can help you even friends,the most they can do is to cheer you up and make you happy.But inside the heart I still have to face the struggle,my OWN.Try to ignore everything but memories just kept hunting me.Wish you really happy without me.Best of wish.


Here are some shooots that day with bestie.Thanks them for cheering me.Love them.

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